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01 April 2007 @ 10:46 pm
A poem to help me through  
Here's what I just wrote instead doing my science homework. I helped me, but I'd need to write like fifty more of these to truly feel better. Here it is:

Angst is all I feel
So much so my heart might burst in embarrassing passion
This burning inside me
It hurts me to see you talk with her
Every syllable
I cripple and turn away like a wilting rose from the hot sun
Watching as the black widow spins her web tighter where there’s no escape
Blinded by a person who knows how to fake herself
I cannot fake
My façade is weak
Let me be the light
A soft wind
Open brown eyes and realize love
An overflow of constrained emotion
Is it obvious?
Doubtful
Taking the easy way out every time to conceal it
Easy is not the word
This time it’s different
Greater than the vast ocean
I’m fighting it back
My feet are on the doorstep but will he answer?
An answer from the heart
From the utmost inner depths of his soul
So close yet so very far
Countless miles in a pool of uncertainty
Love me as I know I can love you
 
 
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