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23 December 2006 @ 02:34 pm
Sweaty Hands  
I wouldn't let myself check facebook after I got back from the mall last night with Dad. Before we left I somehow brought myself to write on Pedro's wall. I know, I'm still in shock that I actually did it! It's not like me to be so bold. I figured that I'd be able to keep my mind on other things than pondering too much about it if I went directly to the mall after doing it. It worked and I had a great time at the mall because Dad and I had awesome luck in getting all the stuff we wanted. When we got back I refused to go online even though the temptation was overwhelming. I didn't want to be disappointed if he hadn't written anything back, or the thought that he didn't want to write back because I was weird or something. Well, this morning when I woke up I couldn't hold back any longer. I went from bed to laptop in a matter of seconds.. haha. I didn't go directly to facebook, but instead went onto my school e-mail where all alerts that people have written on my wall go. As the mail opened there were quite a few facebook messages from people that I hadn't erased yet, but as I scanned the names there it was, his name. My hands were trembling and sweaty as I changed the address to facebook. Turns out I could've checked it last night and would've had success because about two hours later he had replied to me!! :DD He wrote 'Thanks a lot.. (his usual dot dot dots, then next line) you too... have a great christmas!!' Simple yet wonderful! I'm so happy that I did it, but I'm scared of what other people are thinking, not that that should matter...

Okay, so that's over and done with. Maybe he has a better opinion of me and we can be friends. We'll see. Anyway, in a little bit I'm going to the annual family Christmas party, I hope it is fun. I'm going to take pictures this year!! YAAY!! I'm just gonna totally be myself and have a great time! Mom and Carly already left, but I'm waiting for Dad to get back and to also let my hair dry. Alright, I'm going to get ready now! Let me just say thank the lord for my grandparents being okay, they gave us quite a scare yesterday. Also, thank you Pedro you are a beautiful person on the inside as well! I don't deserve you. Cheers everyone! Only two days until Christmas! <3
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